Dans l'inondation....

Time to vent.

Things im sick of.

Females that i choose to indulge my time in that are a complete WASTE of time. It keeps happening, i live, i learn, it doesnt bother me as much anymore, BUT…i hate the emotional attatchment that seems to cease to go away. I shouldnt be getting caught up in  love or lust, but it is only human nature. and let me take that back..theres no being in love. Pretty girls, make for false assumtions/ feelings that drift away after a few days.

Number 2.

Women that dont know what they want (in life, what sex they prefer, the difference between right and wrong…) make up youre mind cuz it fucks with mine. I know what i want….dont faulsify your actions to better suit me, just be yourself and if the vibes not there so be it. we move on, youre not the only chick on my list. Stick around, be a friend (answer your phone, text me back every now and the, hang out.). Done and done.

3. Friends that assume that just because i may have fallen out of touch with them for a bit, that i hate them or that theres an issue.. Theres no issue. Its called a few diff things, either…i dont have money, i have to work early, i work all day and cant get to my phone, YOU dont take your time out to contact ME, im in lesbo lala land, and idk..living my life..eventually ill think of you and i will contact you and try my hardest to hang. I am a busy lady, socialite, drum in a band that practices 3-4 days out of the week till midnight, i get tired. I dont mean to flake, but shit happens.

Blah blah blah.

vent vent vent.

I feel better.

Jenocides bday.

I totally lube wrestled. Nuff said.

Myspace chat sessions.

Christopher: hot balls.. for some reason brought warm oranges to mind.so.. yes.warm oranges AfricanHeat :So basically…in the summer..your balls get hot, annd…you look down. Warm oranges? Christopher:precisely.though.If i could peel them.i m ost definately wouldto cool off/tan African Heat :Haha! well, atleast you know you can produce juice out of em hahah Christopher:bahahahah.imagine if thats how they got tropicanas oj African Heat :Oh god. Or thats what sunny d was alll alonnngg Christopher:stroke the tree hard and long enough for the .. warm oranges to secretebahahaha African Heat :hah, the virgin mary just drank bad “orange juice” Christopher:hahaha.so this earths savior is half bad warm oj .damnit.thats what wrong with those fucking christians.no offence. African Heat :ahahashe didnt want to name him juice..so she named him jesus.im now convinced thats how he came aboutfucking a Christopher:jesus juice.juicy j.related? African Heat :HAHAH

Random nights.

They consist of 2 Shaunas, good pizza from Gallows, the eiffel tower story, Runway Massacre, drunk ladies dancing…..and falling, no movie’s, Wasted Space, Deadly Seven, bottle of cheap whiskey, Mixed drinks in bathroom stalls hotel conference room, envy, pirate, smokeage, rooftop, security. almost getting kicked out of the Hard Rock. Witnessing the drinking of bodily fluids, haha. Double Down, pool tables, free games, hoola hoops, vicotory once again for Vegas champ, drives home, grilled cheese, text messages, 5 am. Sleep.

Wow..Events..Past and present.

What a week it has been ill tell you what. My Kat Von D thinks she is having a stroke or heart attack, gets hospitalized, come to find out she has a blood clot in her lung…i play nurse, Pumps plays Warden. she finally gets released days later, now she has to give herself shots and could permanently be on blood thinners for life. I love her to death. Prom dates mother dies. Someone i called mom everytime i saw her bright smile and happy face….she was finally all better from surgerys and such. Finally…then something terrible happens to which i do not feel like broadcasting on my tumblr…she was and still is. An amazing woman. Im still shocked. Service on saturday….speechless. Im starting to lose my mind. Bestie….band practice, beer…continues the party…oxy…OD…hospitalized….snaps out of it. Gets released…6am. May 31st…bestfriend of 6 years (whom died in a car wreck in ‘05) …21’st birthday. Damn i miss her.